haizz.... i would say.... me too ..just like your situation.. sometimes i just hope tht can talk more to him but just affraid tht others will find out i m gay or into him so i just force myself not to look at him ... it is really hard n he will leave my sch n transfer to other sch soon.. so hope i can forget him as soon as possible.. well i know we have basically no hope but i still wish... how stupid m i ..