Come on every cutie, let's talk about the Past Tense of Gay

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In an interview against Keven Cai (Cai Kangyong) , the anchor asked Keven, did your boyfriend mind your past life?
Keven replied, if someone really minded the past life of a gay, he might not have enough time for this case.
It just seems that even the honest gay would have a "wonderful" past tense.
This reminds me of one film review among many of the movie <Under theThorntree >, saying that with a world messy like this, for whom you are showing naiveness?

Did you ever lose your self in the past?

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Well, I did.
I do admit that I lost myself for almost one year, until a boy totally saved me from my dark depravation. He taught me how to love lover, love your self and love the life.
And he left me for a girl and his family.

tatda

大叔英语那么好？我觉得你是帅哥···

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Being men, we all know what's in a male animal's mind.
Looking through the previous three years, I shall say I never regret what I've experienced. Those people who past by me, once talked to me, kissed me or even fucked me and abandoned me, I would thank you, for both of the joy and the pain you brought to me.
Because this is who I am. Such is the life I chose then, no matter what the reason was, it's not important now.

tatda

但是你在说什么？

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However, I WAS LOST at that time.
For the only thing I was enjoying then was SEX.

tatda

这个我明白·What are you come from?

huiyuana

history is obviously the sunk cost.
Thus a decision that takes history into consideration is irrational.

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I owe fate a thanks for I had never got any STD at that time, while a lot of my gay friends trapped in HPV, syphilis or even AIDS. I've seen a gay couple fighting \and rebuking each other having an affair, communicating HIV to the other one, regardless of their ten years' relationship. I've also seen two HIV positive  boys drew out another ten HIV positive gays. I've also listened to my friends crying and regretting for what they've done and what they had in return.
Sorry to say this, these bottoms do have faults, but tops also can not stay clean.

So if you are a bottom who still has self-esteem and love yourself. Plz stop one night stand, stop handing yourself to an irresponsible man.
A lot of tops have Top Chauvinism, they just treat you like a toy.
Should they knew your past tense, someday, deliberately or not, they would hurt you by exposing your past affairs, step on your chest and spit on your face, after their taking advantage of you.
Let's just protect us ourselves.

What we have is so precious and valuable, don't waste it.
And when you feel lonely, read the following words, let it be your guide when you are gray.

Proverbs 4:23 Keep thy heart with all diligence; for out of it are the issues of life.

xiangjian0416

刚过去的12.1是AIDS日，很符合主题